“I just wish the early morning scars could help me understand the late night wars in my mind that I never seem to win.”—thnksfrthpngns (via wnq-writers)
Once upon a time (actually 2+ months ago) I was on Suicide Watch and I was talking to the nurse about my self hatred for my body and my self destruction eating habits (binging and purging or just restricting) and she looked at me confused and said ‘Well why do you feel the need to lose weight? You were just speaking to me about your lack of sexual and romantic interest, so why?’ and I was so I’m awe at the stupidity of that question I just stare at her and went 'Because I wouldn’t mind feeling good about my body and self for a change’.
“It becomes harder as you grow older,
To take off the tape covering your mouth
That prevents you from saying all the things you’d like to spew it out.
Because it doesn’t just end with one,
It one after the other
Until there’s no more.
And the problem with it all is,
Talking means remembering
Talking means feeling
And talking means pain.”—we don’t like to talk (285 out of 365)
“You hate being lonely but I’m such a lonely person. I think even if your arms were wrapped around my body, I won’t ever feel your company.”—visualizetracy (via wnq-writers)
I’m not good.
I’m sorry.
My mom is worried.
I want to be alone.
I shouldn’t be alone.
I fucked up my arm last night.
It looks disgusting and wrong.
Like me
I wrote words into it.
Someone.
Please help.
“If someone wants to hurt you, they’ll find a way”—
My Therapist
this is the most amazing thing i’ve ever been told, at first it gave me many anxiety attacks and terrified me but then i realised that it’s true and I can’t change how other people feel about me, this simple yet terrifying sentence changed my life, i stopped checking every room in my house twice an hour, i slept better because i realised I can’t control this and this is the one thing i’ve been okay with not controlling
“Remember that a game sometimes requires two or more players. Be careful who you’re playing with, you’re not the only one who knows how to cheat.”—vomitingwords (via wnq-writers)
“do not make a competition
out of the hurt we caused each other
we both have our fair share of scars
that turned our souls into a battlefield
but when i wanted us to heal together
you decided to lick your wounds alone”—s.s. // this is not war (via wnq-writers)
“It would be a terrible mistake to go through life thinking that people are the sum total of what you see.”—Jonathan Tropper, This is Where I Leave You (via booksqouted)
“Nature’s first green is gold,
Her hardest hue to hold.
Her early leaf’s a flower;
But only so an hour.
Then leaf subsides to leaf.
So Eden sank to grief,
So dawn goes down to day.
Nothing gold can stay.”—
Robert Frost (via observando)
